Working from Monday to Saturday, sometimes Sunday, can be stressful. Mind will be full with work, no time for socializing, even for family. No me time, of course. Only work,work,work.
After transferred to another divison last year, I’m no longer have time for myself. I even don’t have time to have dinner with my father.
I work from Monday-Saturday, 09:00 AM until 06:00 PM, but most of time I work overtime. 12 hours at office. Sometime my boss want us to work on Sunday.
I know, it’s crazy.
When I was 18, I got my first part-time job. I went to college from Monday to Friday, then I worked on Saturday for 6 hours and Sunday was time for dance practice. It seems perfect schedule for me. Weekend should be for fun, entertaining day. You don’t have to spend lots of time shopping or travelling, having one relaxing day at home is enough. At least you keep yourself away from stress.
There’s time, I really, really wish I could do everything I want on weekend. But there’s 5 top things I wanna do, if I have time:
1. Play Game
I think this one is obvious. I have more than 10 games (some of them are for youtube walkthrough) waiting me. Seriously. 1 game need 5-6 hour. Should I skip sleep, then?
Cassey, I miss you. I miss the 30 minutes watching your videos while I exercise. Seriously, after this, I need to get back on track.
3. Writing and Reading
Isn’t it obvious when you working too much, 6-7 days in a week, more than 8 hours, it will blocking your creative brain?
God, I miss my weekend-session writing. I miss going crazy with plot and read book that will inspire. Nowadays, I hardly have strength to do that.
4. Facial mask treatment
Because I work too much, I don’t have time to take care myself. No wonder acne starts appear on my face.
5. Eating out
One thing I love to do if I have time is eating out. I love sitting by myself, enjoying the meal while writing a journal. Unfortunately, I don’t have time for that. Not for now.
This isn’t first time I complaining like this, like an idiot, like a weak person. Perhaps, I get influenced by depression again? Am I become mentally exhausted?
Now I starting thinking about my job.
If I keep thinking and wish like this or that, should I….quit?